I dont feel safe. And I dont feel secured.
Not anymore.
Woke up at such hour, to blog. Hahahha.
Not a big deal actually. Is the waking up part that is a big deal.
I woke up at 12noon? Like.. I can slp even longer! But smth just woke me up:
The curiosity in my heart.
Cause every morning when I wake up from slp, the first thing I'll do is to check my phone.
And yeah, once I checked my phone.. I wont be able to go back to slp.
Because I'll be thinking bout the msg that the person sent. HAHAHA.
Rather silly man. So yeah, I hope it explained why I'm blogging right now at 12noon.
Well, I've not been taking picture of myself lately.
Because... I'm so not gonna look good in camera!
And because.... I stopped wearing fake lashes. (For certain period of time)
As you can see from my previous blog post. I wore it. And I feel weird abt it.
Now, I'm so so so used to just apply few coat of mascara and there I go!
Yes I look presentable and good when ppl see me. And I know their focus is on my eyes :)
And I'm proud of it baby. Heehee.
But. Serious problem come.
I DONT FUCKING LOOK GOOD ON CAMERA!
Shit man. Its because my lashes are too thin? Or too lil?
Nb. That is a super bad news.
So whenever I'm heading out, I got this dilemma..
"Should I put on fake lashes? Or just like this?"
Okay so I've decided. To go out just like this. And no taking of picture.
Just let me show you what I meant and you might get a clearer picture of wtf am I complaining.
(No worries there are more picture below to allow you to scrutinize my real lashes)
LOOK!
Picture taken on the 24th of Dec when Beibi was sending me to work.
With no fake lashes. Just real lashes.
Perhaps its in the day time.. Lightning is better..
Contrast is better..
THATS WHY YOU CAN SEE MY LASHES!
Other wise? nope. if its during the night time.
Nope. You CANNOT see my lashes.
Fuck it.


But. I look bad in camera picture thats all :(

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Of course la. Eh dey I'm Asian. Not Caucasian!
Simply just sharing with my readers.
The mascara that I'm using on the above picture.
(I apply only 2 coats!)
Thanks to YSL mascara!!