I'm feeling upset.
And I couldn't express it out.
Because the feeling is accumulated by all the lil small thing,
that is going on right now in my life.
Things have not been going smoothly.
I'm not looking forward to a new year; 2011.
I got to adapt new environment in Terminal3.
I got to start planning for my future.
I got to start making decisions.
Nowadays the first thing I thought of when I opened my eyes,
'Oh, another day have passed. I'm one step closer to 2011.'
Everyone is wishing for a better year.
But mine? It's predictable. Not gonna be a great one.
The feeling in me.. is indescribable.
It's not like losing someone really important in my life.
It's not like putting hope on smth and it doesn't go the way I want it to be.
And no its not because of my current size.
I hope and I wish. I can be happier.
Without all the problems I'm facing right now.