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Saturday, June 2, 2012 - ♥Jinnesis xx

Attack



Never knew that I'll be suffering from such illness.
I always thought that I'm super healthy and stuff like that.
Because my immune system is stronger and I hardly fall sick.
Probably like once every 6 months.. *choy choy*
I've no drug allergy or anything. I thought I was 100% healthy..


Few months back, was the first time in my life it happened to me.
I had an argument with S on the phone and hung up on him.
I started crying like no body's business and panting real hard.
My brain began to freeze and both of my hands were numb. I cant feel anything at all.

I thought I was going to die.

I look extremely pale and Mummy began to massage my fingers for me
as they were all stiff and numb. I cant feel anything at all.
Honestly, 70% of my body were just. Numb. I even tried pinching myself after calming myself down..

I cant feel myself at all.

Since then, I experienced a couple of times whenever I had big arguments with A.
Again, I lost control and started panting hard.
I felt like I've difficulties breathing, talking, moving. Whole body turn freezing numb once again.
I'll only be back to normal after taking a cup of water and calming myself down.

I then decided to do a research on it and concluded that I'm suffering from Panic Attack.
My symptoms fit in exactly..


"The duration of a panic attack can vary greatly, it typically lasts for more than 10 minutes,
is one of the most distressing conditions that a person can experience,
and its symptoms can closely mimic those of a heart attack."
"Symptoms of panic attacks in women tend to include more avoidance of anxiety provoking situations,
show more frequent recurrence,
and more often result in the use of medical care compared to panic attack symptoms in men."

Credits to Medicinenet.com


Lesson learnt: Dont provoke me. I will scare the hell out of you :/





Friday, June 1, 2012 - ♥Jinnesis xx

We found love



I've been cracking my mind thinking what/who can motivate me to spend
more time blogging rather than sitting around doing nothing.
Was hoping a brand new month June- will be nice to me.
But it just decided to start off my month like this.
Arguments and arguments.
Wishing that it gonna get better as time goes by.

Arghh. I'm getting so sick of town.
Been heading to town almost everyday.
Worse still, majority of my friends preferred to meet up in town.
I believe I'm SO familiarize with the directions and places.


Am spending my Friday night idling away at home and hitting the repeat button on YouTube.
I'm super in love the songs that sang by Clarence. Omg. Kill me.
"I must be in heaven.. Cause I'm looking at an angel.."
Shittt.. I'm melting. Okay stop stop stop.
"I just cant deny.. But I got to let go.."
"The sun goes down, the stars come up.."


So yup, I'm currently anticipating on my coming up Bkk trip with my beloved family.
Pray hard it gonna be a fun and memorable one.
Cause the burden is coming with us :x
Yes I'm referring to my Mom. Hahahaha. Aiya you know. Old auntie wouldn't be able to get used to Thai food.
Their weather, their street food, their culture.
I can foresee that majority of the time she gonna be complaining.


I'm also hoping to plan a trip with my double S.
Hopefully by end of this yr or early next yr. TAIWAN! :p




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