Tuesday, March 24, 2015 - ♥Jinnesis xx
Been having good slp almost every night ever since :)
Thank you, Sweet.
Get well soon ~
Monday, March 16, 2015 - ♥Jinnesis xx
I guessed it's no longer a secret that I fell out of love some time ago.. In fact it was in 2014.
It was never easy for me. Specially Thankful for the people has been around caring and stood by me all these while..
You know who you are. Never ever left. For that, Thank you my dearest friends.
Not forgetting those who drop me messages every once in a while to check on me too.
From the bottom of my heart.. I cant be more grateful for all the amazing ppl around me.
Like I always said; Not sure what I've done in my previous life.. To deserve having the nicest ppl around me.
Oh well, life have has been good for me.
Been keeping myself really occupied w work and friends! Which is definitely a good thing for me.
Moving on, not thinking.
Sure enough, along the way I've met couple few new friends too.
I'm happy and satisfied with current life. I'm happy for my decision.
I'm happy that I've decided to moved on instead of dwelling on the same old spot hoping for some miracle to happen.
Anyways, February was kinda depressing month for me-:
First, I've got transferred to another outlet for 3 months. Yeah, sounds short but to leave your second family to another new environment..
It took me some time to adapt to it though.
Second, first year of Valentine's Day being all alone.
First. Time. Im. 9. Fucking, Years.
Third, CNY eve? Working ass off.
Pathetic dinner for myself from 7-11.
Lil that I know.. Surprise awaiting for me at home - on my bed.
A gift from someone amazing which totally brighten up my day.
Not to mention, his courage to knock on my door and handed it over to Mummy. *Thumbs up!*
^^
Followed by.. The second surprise at my work place :$
Smth to ease my pain.. :)
First time trying out Substation's pizza & wings.
Ohhhhhhh.. it's pretty damn good!
*Puke rainbow*
I WILL DEFINITELY COME BACK SECOND TIME FOR YOU!!!
It's not about the price, looks or taste.
It's really about the Bruce Lee's poster hanging on the wall. lol
"How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
And how we found
The same old fears.
Wish you were here."
Nothing beats customization.
Nothing.
"Behold this night, still and clear
You look here just like an angel sleepin'
I wish I could ease your fears
I would catch diamond tears you're weepin'
In your eyes I would hide
By your side I could defy
The forces tearing us apart
But reality, as it seems
Looking back, is that our dream
Was fated from the start"
BIGGEST SURPRISE THAT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD & LEFT ME SPEECHLESS!!!
MY VERY OWN CUSTOMIZED PADDLE POP KEYBOARD WHICH I'M LOVING IT!!!
MAD MAD LOVE XX
Yes, I finished up this entire blog post using this beauty! Wahahaha.
Okay off to wash up now!
Thank you, J - BMW. x
Sunday, March 15, 2015 - ♥Jinnesis xx
It has been a long time. Long time since I last felt "alive".
Things happened when you least thought of it..
Oh well, as long as I'm happy. I guessed it's all it matters right now.
Thank you, love.
Tuesday, December 16, 2014 - ♥Jinnesis xx
Just a random night when I came home from work, decided to opened a bottle of beer to helped me a lil with better slp.
Not what I was expecting, but it somehow led me to thoughts and thoughts.
Flashing back memories and memories.
Thinking back the past could really sadden a person.
How much have changes and how much a person could changed.
360 degree change of a person is rather scary.
Foolish to be secretly wishing time could stop at certain period of time and just enjoy the moment.
If only I could turn back time, if only.
I'd let you know how much I appreciated you and hoping things wouldn't change between us.
Hoping that we are still the same.
We are still we.
We are still one.
How much we have outgrown scares me.
I miss you.
Thursday, December 11, 2014 - ♥Jinnesis xx
Just this one day when I was running some errand in town and I looked around,
for a second I caught myself thinking what the hell am I doing with my life man.
People around my age were hanging in town with their besties and laughing abt their lil inside jokes.
That is when I realized, I haven't been living at my age for quite some time.
I'm totally losing it.
If someone were to ask me now - what are you doing with you life right now?
I'd instantly answer, "I'm earning bucks. As much as I can."
Sometimes I ask myself.. Am I doing it right?
I mean, technically I do not have any childhood or craziness people at my age are having.
I can't deny I do feel sad abt it.
I'm not enjoying as much as they are.
I dont feel young.
I dont.
I hope I'm doing it right.
With the current aching soul and aching body.
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